Having a strange day. one of those un-settling thoughts kind of days.
I’m stuck in the office all weekend and, of course, we’re having unseasonably warm weather. But I’m stuck here staring at my cubicle walls waiting for the next bitch customer to call in a whine about not getting their way. – I miss my friend today. I just feel like something’s wrong.
I want to leave. I want to go to the gym. I want to go home and rearrange my apartment.
I just feel very ‘out of it’
I want to go to dance class. I miss not having a class every day now.
I’m too bored and too listless to even give this much effort.
I want my friend. Just hang out. I hate when I feel like something is wrong.
I’m so bored.
No makeup. Hair is a mess. Nails look like crap. Posture is non-existent. Not hungry. Not thirsty. I just feel like I don’t exist. Like I’m real and I take up space and time… but empty.
And. I don’t care about these people’s “issues today”. I just don’t. these measly little problems.
Maybe I’m just a bitch. But today I don’t care.
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