“This aint about givin’ up or givin’ in…” – Bon Jovi (We Weren’t Born To Follow)
Mood: pleasant. For the time being. But tis still early….
Health: sore. I feel like I’ve been hit by a bus.
I worked the hell out of my flab-eous ass-imus between the stationary bike, treadmill, squats… etc
Outfit: black, wide-leg, soft-cotton, dress pants (Cato). Black and pink ribbed tank (Style&co.) with a black tank with white stars all over it (Strawberry) and a “trendster” black jacket –that’s the best way I can describe it- (Style&Co) – um. My same black Nike’s. I KNOW! I need different shoes! It’s payday. I might take care of that on lunch.- not b/c I don’t have enough shoes at home… but I don’t want to wear those shoes! And I have to wear these at the gym later… so I’m a little lazy…
>>>nails: bare. No polish. I finally got frustrated enough with that cheap crap I just took it off. Letting ‘em breathe for a day or two.
broke another one last night… and when I say “broke” I mean it just tore. Like a wet sheet of paper- I’m eating the right “diet” [eggs, fish, lentils, whole grains, greens, veggies, fruits, real fruit juices, no soda, lots of water, no sugar] yet my nails are still paper thin and breaking when the wind blows too hard… :/
>>>makeup: none. I might put some on in a little while. Depends on if the cute guy is at work today. (at least mascara and lip plump lip gloss)
>>>hair: more of just a rant: while my hair is growing from where I chopped it all off a couple months ago, (and I actually do think it’s a little thicker than it used to be [maybe the diet is working some – also could be the new shampoo – get to that in a min] ) but it’s so dull. There is NO softness or shine to my hair at all!! It’s just dull and dry. I was using Garnier Clean and Clear… not impressed. So I did some research on what the best drugstore shampoos are and found Tresemme Split Remedy Shampoo and Conditioner. Just tried it out last night… so maybe I should give it some time before I rip it to shreds. I mean… I could totally understand if this was left over hair from this summer where I bleached it [God only knows how many times] this summer to go from black, to platinum blonde (that’s 3 times alone) to dye it pink. Then a month later covered the pink with blue and then bleached it another 2 times to get the blue out to just go blonde for 2 days to go back to black since I knew I was gonna be losing my job and cant exactly go to interviews with pick/blue hair. So I cut it all off. – well that and the PERFECT timing of having some boy tell me I wasn’t allowed to cut my hair, because women aren’t attractive if they have short hair and then he up and disappeared on me while I was going through one of the roughest patches of my life – something I will be reminding myself of daily now that he has decided to crawl back out of his narcissistic hole again…. but I digress!!!
Anyway- I think I’m just going to start doing the stuff you read on the Internet: you know, a hair mask of mayo and eggs and whateverthefuck you’re supposed to let soak on your head. There is a scalp masque/massage thing I want to try out b/c it just sounds like it feels a-maz-zing!
Weather: so… I ran out of the house this morning late and didn’t bother to grab a coat… b/c I didn’t have time for all that putting my arms in the sleeves and buttoning up business…. It’s 27 degrees outside right now. Not happy. And don’t get it twisted… I’m not mad at myself for not grabbing a coat… oh no… I’m pissed b/c it’s 27 degrees outside.
Currently reading: 11/22/63 – Stephen King
This one goes out to the man who mines for miracles
This one goes out to the ones in need
This one goes out to the sinner and the cynical
This ain't about no apology
This road was paved by the hopeless and the hungry
This road was paved by the winds of change
Walking beside the guilty and the innocent
How will you raise your hand when they call your name?
Yeah, yeah, yeah
We weren't born to follow
Come on and get up off your knees
When life is a bitter pill to swallow
You gotta hold on to what you believe
Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow
And that your saints and sinners bleed
We weren't born to follow
You gotta stand up for what you believe
Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah
This one's about anyone who does it differently
This one's about the one who cusses and spits
This ain't about our livin' in a fantasy
This ain't about givin' up or givin' in
Yeah, yeah, yeah
We weren't born to follow
Come on and get up off your knees
When life is a bitter pill to swallow
You gotta hold on to what you believe
Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow
And that your saints and sinners bleed
We weren't born to follow
You gotta stand up for what you believe
Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah
Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah
We weren't born to follow
Come on and get up off your knees
When life is a bitter pill to swallow
You gotta hold on to what you believe
Believe that the sun will shine tomorrow
And that your saints and sinners bleed
We weren't born to follow
You gotta stand up for what you believe
Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah
Let me hear you say yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah
We weren't born to follow, oh yeah
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah)
We weren't born to follow, oh yeah
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah)
Song of the Day: (obviously) Bon Jovi – We Werent Born To Follow We Weren't Born To Follow
Picture of the Day: is not working correxctly.... i'll post it later
................Hold that thouht
xoxo - Roxy
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